May 2010
2 posts
ridiculous
I can’t believe I let this happen to me, what a fucking fool I must have been. Sweet, I’ll just go curl up and die now, don’t mind me.
April 2010
37 posts
“Many people suffer from the fear of finding oneself alone, and so they don’t...”
– Rollo May, Man’s Search for Himself (via psychotherapy)
Probably selfish
I don’t know why it is, but no matter what is going on in my life, I can not draw a positive emotional response from things that should make me happy. I only feel the downs on the emotional roller coaster, so to speak. Everyone suffers and everyon goes through hard times, but there is good in everything, isn’t there? Why is it that when I wake up I have to force myself to focus on...
Augh
Everything keeps getting worse.
“I urge you to please notice when you are happy, and exclaim or murmur or think...”
– Kurt Vonnegut (via psychotherapy)
Breakeven.: When I told you I'd lost all... →
It’s not a lack of motivation for school.
It’s a lack of motivation to live.
Now, I’m not suicidal or anything like that, so get that out of your head right now. It’s just that, I almost don’t see the point, anymore. To do anything. No one listens, no one cares, and I’m only one person. One…
:( This is very depressing. I am sorry you feel like this, I want to listen, and I do care,...
Soccer for Psychosocial Health? →
psychotherapy:
“While we would all expect a study of soccer to reveal improvements in physical conditioning, a new extensive soccer research project finds that men worry less when playing soccer than when running. Women’s soccer creates we-stories and helps women stay active.
The 3-year project involving more than 50 researchers from seven countries suggests soccer can be used as a treatment...
I am
REALLY DUMB. I don’t know why I thought that would help at all, sure it was nice being around people and music and all that, but now that it’s over I am so fucking frustrated. Why did I even put myself in this situation? What the fuck did I possibly think it could help? Now I’m going to spend yet another night of not sleeping, except now its because I’m incredibly irate...
I can't
I can’t sleep, therefore I can’t think straight, but I can’t stop thinking, probably because I can’t come to any logical conclusions, so I can’t sleep. It’s a weird catch 22.
I can’t get away, from here, from myself, from anything, I’m trapped.
I can’t talk to anyone, my family gives shit advice, or just doesn’t listen at all. The...
life goes on...
Pain is part of life. It is one of the feelings that lets us know we ARE alive. You can’t know true love or happiness without risking pain. When you let someone in, when you let them get close, you trust that they will make you happy, but they are the one’s most capable of inflicting pain.
It sounds like the same old routine, “It’s not you, it’s me.” ...
Of course nobody wants pizza on a day like this. So I’m stuck at work with myself, great. It’s going to be a long day.
March 2010
95 posts
When you have no faith left in yourself, don’t lose your faith in God. He will teach you what you need to learn, he will guide you.
